YESTERDAY BEST! Hahahh, met Breastf in train, to bugis, buy her shoes. Iluma, ate at empire state? 50bucks for 2! A little bit too expensive. Hhaha, but worth it. Ordered one whole chicken, a plate of seafood pasta, lime drink for me and apple for her. NICE! Went somerset then walk here and there and Breastf went home, i meet my aunt and uncle. Ate at Crystal jade! After that went taka, walk here and there and Haagen Daaz! Food! Then home sweet home~

Sweety, friends are everywhere. Only true ones stay and be there. If they're true, they'll be there. You don't deserve to be treated this way. Smile (:

Work at Suntec is great! Perhaps because there's MS darl's company. 4 more days to th end of this fair. Darl, thanks for everything and sorry bout yesterday. I hope staying up th night to finish th thing is worth it. You're right, you're th one and only who would do tht for me. 'You're save in my arms, close your eyes, sleep', tht's what you say and all th way, you carry me till train. Despite my weight, people around, tired, you never stop walking or let go. I'll never make you feel tht way anymore. Never.

I think i'm falling sick soon. Growing fat is just a matter of time. Right darl? Tsk, i can't help it!

Miss my friends :(

My birthday was yesterday! Hahahh, all my cheeky friends gave me a BIGBIG surprise! Hhhah, i almost cry luh! HHahahh, most BEST birthday i ever had! All of them hid in my room and th moment i'm out of th bathroom, 'HAPPYBIRTHDAY!' Plus a cake in friont and stupid camera man, MrTehCheeKang video down everything! Not alot but enough! After eating th CHOCOLATE cake, went Kovan and took th train and meet dearestKendra. Went down to Dhoby and ate at CafeCartel. By right should be Sushi but i chose CafeCartel. Hhahh, th guys then went down to play lan while we eat and wait for my sweetyShufen go disturb th shops. Caught FengYun and th only reason to keep me awake is, th handsome guys. If no them, i think i'll sleep in th theatre. Finally show ends and went Cine walkwalk all then train down Hougang, played pool. Met this guy name don't know what Bongbong and he passed me this present which is filled with cupcakes he bake and CheeKang ate for me! Hhhah, he say nice thou! Hahah, actually meeting A for movie but end up, no. Sry.

By right today working with MS at 1pm! Went down Punggol and boss called  say change to 2pm. Darl and i then went down eat and boss called say change to 8pm or tomorrow start work also can. End up, Darl and i and xken? went down to Bugis, walkwalk all, bus back Punggol. On th way, wa, i can die. Th journey is like long and we played a game. Pinch th one and ask bus numb, blk numb, colour of taxi, colour of helmets and hats, alot alot and guess what? I'm th one being pinched all th way! Even when we talk, he don't give me a chance. Tsktsk! Tomorrow starting work at 10am. Darl, i hope you'll wakeup! Hahahs, i've written all tht i want you to know. Trust me iloveyou. I told you once tht, what for when i've got such a good boyf and i mean it.

Breastf, there's so much i want to tell you and it sounds real mushy. I don't know how to start but just wanna tell you, i'm sorry.

Friends, thanks for everything (:

I've fired my boss yesterday! LOL! Starting another job on 10 Dec with MS cause my real boss say want guy. Anyway, i'm sick and tired of tht manager of mine so i left. Boss then came and talk to me and ask me go help him but at Suntec. Good right?! LOL! Must see my sales what~ *bhb. Hhahs. Made quite a number of friends and LOL! Eve, someone who laugh with me for whole 20mins without stopping and end up, 10mins each for lunch and dinner, modify th song i sang and Smoke and dance outside and end up, people laughing at us. Shukim, hugs me cause i always need warm and treats me real NICE. LOL! Shushan, someone who understands my situation and calls me auntie! Angele, first to quit and we kept talking bout him and laugh. Christina, who always laugh and talk craps with me. Lots more luh.. Lol. Althou i've friends from outside, i do remember my true old friends.

On this particular day, a guy gave me a letter and a box of chocolates. I don't even know him! LOL! After tht, known a guy and shall name him A. He sent me to work and waited for 10 hours just to sent me home on th second day we knew each other. He then mention bout being tgt but sorry.. On another stupid day, this china man asked for my number and REJECTED! LOL! I don't have thiong kok face hor! Lol! Alot of guys thr are desperate. Hhahs, sorry to say but true uh. Hahahs, no offence!

Today, Met MS in the morning and met Breastf in train and down to Greatworld, collect her pay and watch New moon. Since MS watched alr, he disturbed all th way when i'm like feeling so cold~ Had Subway in th threatre and some of my lemontea spilled in my bag. Tsktsk. Hhahs, after show end, went home and all th way, my head was on his shoulders, damn tired and darl, thanks for everything (:

Felt happy today. Perhaps because i got th attention from you and i'm happy tht you remember (:                     MS, i still love you.

A, sorry for saying no to you but because i don't think there's no rush for us and i'm not ready at all to accept you for i love him and i still do. Thanks for all tht you've done for me and i feel it, really. Your effort did not go down th drain (:

Birthday! LOL. It will be a memorable one because my friends and him are there. Love them lots (:

My leg hurts like hell, i don't think i can make it anymore. Top sales today! LOL! So happy?! Check stocks, call for stocks and customers, cutting th cartons, shifting them around, packing is what i do daily. Smiling to customers too! Kids nowadays are so pampered. LOL! Can't imagine i said this?! Hurt my fingers often cause i'm in charge of selling boyish stuffs, cute little boys seriously makes me want to have a baby?! My dinosaurs stock haven't come, eh no, haven't call. Phew, so many things to do. Tsktsk, friends there are quitting, too hard plus tired and i think i'm one of them who have th same thoughts. Money are not easy! Finally i know this. Met Celina and went down to Cityhall with her, train then cab to workplace while talking to Sweety, met her after work for dinner and we had a MN! LOL!! We won't forget 30/11/2009. Th happiest day of our lives. HAHHAH!

OFFDAY TOMORROW! LOL! FINALLY?! Meeting MS tomorrow (:

Please hurt me no more, thankyou. Iloveyou.

2th(thrs): 10am-8pm, 27th(fri): 10am-10am, 28th(sat): 10am-10am, 29th(sun): 10am-10am, 30th(mon): 12pm-10pm, 1st(tues): 12pm-10pm, 2nd(wed): offday!, 3rd(thrs): 12pm-10pm, th rest should be 10am-10am unless boss says change. I'm damn tired, effing annoyed by kids, looking after a large area offtoys, selling boys stuffs, dumb customers ask dumb questions, looking after 100over dinosaurs, TIRED!

2nd day sold $11_ _._ _, i forgot, 3rd day sold $1132.45, day4 which is today sold $9_ _. _ _! Hahah, boss says i sweet talker -.-  But true thou, cause my sales are good! LOL! My leg hurts and know what?! I even drop my tear when i took off my shoe when packing up. Meeting Celina! tomorrow go work (:

KHAIRUL! put me aeroplane! Hhahah, i understand (:

2nd day of work, A guy from Mark and Spensor? ask for numb, rejected.  Mr G came down to Greatworld and ate Ben and Jerry, cab down to Serangoon, waited for my bus (: Thanks!

Yesterday, a guy from CSSAR? gave me a flyer ask me go eat, i will if he treats. Hhaha. A man gave me his card and if ever i wanna a job, call him and he hire! HAHAHAH. A Korean lady ask if i teach?! LOL! Saw th famous artist, auntie Lucy, th caucasian? from XiaoNiangre, all of them smile to me! Damn happy luh!

Today, this caucasian? came towards me and ask for my numb, saying for his 19yrs old son, GAVE! LOL!

Everyday pass by Clake quay and Hahahahhaahhahahahahaha. Lalalalala. Ohya, friends there were GREAT! LOL! Celina and all best uh! Hahahh.

Damn hungry. Last meal + First meal = 2.30pm. -.-

I hope i won't give up (:

Darl, where were you when i needed you? Just a word from you and i'll melt like chocolate. Darl, ily.

Alright, STARTWORKTOMORROW! See how i die. I'm so tired! Finally, i got back to this friend of mine and i'm thankful tht we never end. Any bastards who wanna make me lose my friends, too bad. Love is horrible. It makes one so vulnerable. It opens up one's heart and allow someone else to step in and mess with it. To think tht all of us are so naive by building up defenses, a suit of armour, we would not get hurt. Yet one stupid someone, no different from any other stupid person, did something dumb one day by giving you a smile or kiss and there goes your life, it isn't yours anymore. Love takes hostages. It eats you inside out and leave one crying in th darkness. It feels so wierd, you know something great is coming to an end, but we want to hold on, even for a second, just so tht to be hurt a little. They told me to give you up, they say you don't deserve me. Yes, you don't but i deserve you. I drop a tear in th ocean and if you found it, tht will be th day i stop missing you. There you are enjoying, thinking i know nothing, here i am hurting, wishing you know everything. Darl, i hope tht one day i can tell you tht you'll be sorry i'm not around. I still love you like i do and i know one day, it'll stop.

Mr G! I'm bored can?! Tsk, food! :D

Smile sweety! (:

I'm starting work at, 10am!

You're so great hur? Thanks yea! LOL. '8 freaking years of friendship'. Tht's what you say sweety. 'Don't think i'm just crapping and know nothing', hey, what th f*ck do you know? Time cannot be used to measure love, neither can it be used on friendship. C'mon luh, you were th one who says you don't mind giving th number and yet you said you regret. Lol? Oh err, you were th one who trust someone else when you say it's me? Excellent! Thumbs up for all tht you said! Yes, i'm someone who is sarcastic in all ways but let's think back, you were th one who start. True? Nah~ I'm just spouting nonsense. Lol. Say all tht you want and those fools who believe, a wide smile for you! A person who tells you something will definitely says bout you. So, congrats! In advance maybe. LOL. To top it all, i just wanna tell you, it's all my f*cking fault and one day when i'm free, i'm gonna do something before apologising sincerely to you and i mean it. I hope tht by tht time, it's still not too late. BUt even so, it's okay. May you find a better friend, have a everlasting friendship. Like you, friends matters most to me, but, trust matters more. I'm sorry to my friends tht i've neglected you'll when i got a boyf. But i'm sure you guys knows tht my other ex-s gave me so much spaces to be with you'll. Some of you, calls me a flirt, a slut. Whatever but however, before tht, think. Am i to blame and are you a saint? There's something which i don't understand and tht is, when a guy flirts, it's considered as making friends. When a girl flirts, they're name as sluts. Fair? Opps, nothing in this life is fair and no one could be trusted. I should learn to face it tht this world is cold, no one repays your kindness, no one sympathise you. I pity myself, i find myself pathetic. I wish i'm able to leave this world earlier. Wtf am i thinking?! It seems tht it's a better idea thou. When life gets a little upset, love is thr. Yet, when my life goes hay wire, my love went missing. It's time i think all over and make up my mind. 'Smile!' I always say, but i never do. All it takes is a second to be hurt and a lifetime to be heal. Some, not. Who cares anyway.

Went out with mum today to Greatworld, Chinatown. Not a bad day, just tht quite a number of people are being shout at by me. Seriously clueless wht are they like tht. Phew, home is still th best, a place to sleep, a corner of my bed to cry and smile. Start work soon! 26th Nov. Will start at 12 plus, end at 9plus10? I still don't know. Lol, blur!

They say when you are missing someone, they are probably feeling th same, but i don't think it's possible for you to miss me as i'm missing you now. Why is it tht people persist in a dissatisfying relationship, unwilling either to work towards solution or end it and move on? Th reason is because they know changing will lead to unknown, and most people believe tht th unknown will be much more than what they're already experiencing. In love, jealousy is always born but never dies with it. All human are flirts, some are restained by shyness, some by sense. Yet still, a part of them are fools. They have no idea tht love is blind but jealousy has 20-20 vision.  When someone gave you a stiff apology, it is a second insult. Th injured party does not want to be compensated because he/she has been wrong; he/shewants to be healed because he/she has been hurt. Everyone thinks they're are winner but they never knew th difference between one and loser. A winner make commitment, a loser makes promise. In this world, some men dream of worthy accomplishments, while others stay awake and do them. Winning is not an important thing, it is th only thing. In love and in life, it's about meanings. An uncommited, meaningless life isn't worth living. This is my view, thinking of love and life. How many of us actually stop and think?

Human beings, life, love, betrayal, desires, jealousy, commitments, faithfulness, pain, flirting, responsibility and tragedy.

Grant me a wish and i'll ask for a goodnight sleep.

Bake muffins today! LOL! With breastf! Hahah, conclusion, HAHAH. She finally dares to feed Blackie! Thumbs up!

Woke up, ate and bathe! Met Mengsoon and his friend at Pasir ris, Raging Phoenix! I find it nice, th girl so~~ Wow! But in th theatre, only like a few people?! Then we three then change to couple seats, making his friend alone. Lol! Supposingly meeting him after his show but he called suddenly and say show start 2 hours later so, rush and went down. Stupid bus, make me feel like puking. After show, went walk walk all, cab back punggol, and now i'm home! A happy day i must say (:

Faster use comp cause of someone, see i so good! Lol!

I'm so sleepy and tired! Yet, i think i can't sleep in th night :(